Posted 1 week ago
I don’t think it’s ever gotten this bad. 10 years of anxiety and stress just unleashing itself all at once. An overwhelming feeling that takes over and leaves you feeling hopeless. Thank God that I have amazing friends, and that I was able to reach out and get the help I needed. God sends you just the right people at just the right time. Getting some blood tests done soon to figure out what’s wrong with me. Making the conscious effort to do whatever I need to do to heal through this. I’ve been putting it off for way too long, painting a perfect life, hiding behind a happy face. It was good two weeks ago, but I truly believe there’s something very important this past week has been trying to teach me. I’ve just come to the point where I know I need to put my well being before anything else because if I don’t, nothing else will work.
LIfe happens, life gets in the way. It’s okay. When you hit rock bottom, you can only go up. A few days ago while I was meditating.. well more like I had to force myself to meditate, I was told by an inner voice that i would meet a stranger who would enlighten me. While on the bus, I just so happened to sit next to a really nice lady who was going downtown just for fun soul searching. We talked about music, spirituality, and love. This was just one of the many miracles I failed to recognize. Lord thank you for this life, and forgive me if I don’t love it enough.
I’m going through a really tough time right now. Any prayers or good wishes would be appreciated <3
Just how helpful are counsellors?
Nothing like listening to Joyce Meyer and finishing the homework that caused me so much anxiety in a matter of minutes. Praise sweet baby Jesus. Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate, our greatest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
I can’t believe I used to unfollow people because they reblogged something negative, or suicidal. I could never be able to do that anymore. Because i now know how hopeless and hard situation like those may seem, I want to help others realize their true potential even more.
My side of the bed. Smoke cleanse and let charge.
Marilyn lived a tragic life.
I need God.